The maternal in former years that he says him is gone to world, it is incurable disease. He has a daughter of 8 years old, go up elementary school 2 grade. His job and life are OK still, it is these only year in his heart deserted all the time, very bitter. He says he just knows marriage and love are not one and the same completely later, he very yearn for associate with, yearn for that paragraph young the day that be in love — he says to always forget not to drop me, in a lot of dark night, he thinks in the heart the woman beside is me is final the difficulties that one is reluctant to mention that he says to hope to see me can understand him, can good-tempered he, can admit him again.